I woke up this morning and decided to take a risk. I texted the boy that I have a HUGE crush on and asked him to hang out. We ended up throwing paintballs at eachother and completely splatter painting ourselves all around Avery Park after enjoying some delicious hot chocolate. Then we ran around town and did errands. We went to staples, the bank, and to Bi-mart. Then Dairy Queen for food. Theenn went back to his house and cleaned up his studio. All of that was pretty much the most amazing day ever. Andy and I get along great and personally I think we'd be great together. But Andy and his girlfriend just broke up and he's not "emotionally available" right now. And I mean, I completely understand that...it's just really difficult for me. I'm absolutely crazy about this kid. UGH. Like I said...I totally understand the situation and that it's not him, or me...it's just the really shitty timing of things. I'd really like to see him and I in a relationship at some point...but who knows if that's even possible...or even if that is anything he is remotely interested in. Pretty much I'm an idiot for having emotions. Basically. I know this picture looks a lot like the one I posted a few days ago of Ashley and I, but it's the only one I managed to take today.
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