January 14th, 2010

Today was Breeana's 14th birthday, So I didn't personally take a picture from today, but I will retrieve one from my grandma of my sister's party. That's pretty much all I have to say today. I'm spending time with my mommy and watching some quality NCIS. :]

January 13th, 2010

Ok so I totally forgot to write in this last night...but I did have a whole day of work, then went out dancing, AND THEN watched a pretty good ninja movie. So by the time I went to bed it only took about four minutes for me to be out cold. But I did get a really cute picture of Linda and I at the dance! :D

January 12th, 2010

Again, I'm a failure and haven't gotten today's picture from my phone to my computer...but I promise it will happen tomorrow. At my house I get very dodgy service and can't send pictures, and have yet to be to town since yesterday afternoon. But today was very relaxing. I spent the day at home watching NCIS, reading, and spending time with my family. Today's topic: Have you ever made an important life decision (such as where to work or attend school) based on purely emotional factors, even though you knew it was not the best choice for you? Would you do it again? The answer: Yes. I know it won't seem like much to most of you, but for me I can honestly say that it changed my life completely. When I was younger I was a very talented and aspiring young cheerleader. Not "high school" cheerleading, but hard core, competitive, very intense cheerleading. At one point in my career the gym I was a member of was bought out and our whole team was left to find other gyms. The on my mother chose just happened to be one where NONE of my teammates decided to go, so I felt completely alone and out of place. I was having troubles making friends and really being accepted into the team so my mother gave me two choices: to either go out there and force them to be my friends, or to quit. I ended up quitting and it was probably the worst decision I ever made. I haven't cheered competitively since, and I thoroughly believe that decision changed the course of my life. To be honest, Sometimes I wish I had done it differently....

January 11th, 2010

Oh wow. Today was pretty good I suppose. I feel better after cleaning for HOURS. but cleaning makes me feel more organized and helps me to relieve stress. I have decided that these blog posts have been boring, so I'm going to start talking about random topics from a website that helps cure writers block. :] The topic for today: If you could choose only two foods to eat for the rest of your life, what would they be and why? How soon would you grow tired of them? Well...I think that if I had to pick two, I'd go with salad...complete with ranch, tomatoes, carrots...the works. I would also choose a hamburger with lettuce, tomato and ketchup. With those two foods I would have everything necessary in life. buuut I would probably get tired of them in about a week. So there is your random fact about me...in case you wanted one. The picture for today is currently being photoshopped, because it SUCKED at first. so I'll put it on here soon. :]

January 10th, 2010

Ok, so being 12:13 am, it's technically tomorrow...but that's ok. I haven't gone to bed yet, so to me it's still today. and today was INFINITELY better than yesterday...I had an amazing day at work, a wonderful lunch with my best friend Kstann, and hung out with good people after work. So last night, after I made that post, Andy and I spent about two hours talking. I feel like it was more of a chance for him to get his feelings out to someone, and it was just conveniently me. But the two of us got a lot of things out in the open and I feel like we understand each other a little bit more. Although we're still kind of not sure about the whole situation...I think? Anyways, I managed to get two pictures taken today instead of one, to make up for yesterday, and I feel like this is completely acceptable.

TODAY I BOUGHT THIS THING THAT CUTS SANDWICHES INTO DINOSAURS!

January 9th, 2010

Today....ultimately sucked. This morning wasn't so bad...I slept in, woke up, and was able to get ready in no hurry at all. I took some pictures that I had taken to the person I had taken them for, got some Creekside Coffe which is SO delicious. I haven't had it in months and it made my morning/early afternoon. I spent a few hours at Andy's. I watched him play video games and then we watched Up In the Sky (GREAT movie, btw) and that was always fun. Like I've said before, I'm pretty crazy about this kid...but then when I left he seemed sort of down, so I texted him about it and he replied telling me that 1) he's not over his ex...which I totally understand. and 2) that even if he was, him and I just weren't going to happen...which I don't understand at all. I'm pretty torn up about it, to tell the truth. Ultimately it's my fault for being stupid and thinking that I was good enough for someone so awesome, but alas, I overestimated myself yet again.

January 8th, 2010

Mmmm. Today was nice and relaxing! I slept in til about noon...then put on some clothes and headed on up the hill to take pictures of our wrecked dump truck. We're planning on using the pictures to determine if the body shop can fix it without having to take the truck in. I had to go down to my Grammy's house to have the right equiptment to get the pictures from my camera onto a disk, seeing as how my computer doesn't have an SD drive...I ended up hanging with Grammy, Poppi, and Hopper for about 5 hours, which is always a blast :D Then I came home and painted a baller design on my soon to be mailbox!

Then some quality time was spent with my little brother, playing rock band. I'm sure tomorrow I'll get around to going to town and doing something relatively productive. :]